You want to suck cock, but you are straight. You secretly watch gay porn… jacking off… imagining you with that dick in your mouth.
Is that weird? Does that make you gay?
Am I Gay?
Not necessarily.
I talk to (and know) lots of straight men who crave the feeling of a thick cock in their mouths. They would never consider a relationship with a man, don’t dream of laying in a man’s arms or want anything more than a quick suck and cum.
Perfectly normal, no matter what society says.
More and more, I get to hear stories of you guys who want to suck dick (and eat cum!) and how fulfilling it is when you are able to meet your cravings and urges.
How you meet someone at the office party and you notice the bulge in his pants. He catches you looking and smiles slightly. He finds a reason to ask you to “help” him in the back room and you follow, your cock salivating as much as your mouth is.
Back in the darkened room, he wastes no time unzipping his pants and pulling out his cock. You do exactly the same. Suddenly, you both are facing each other.
And your cocks touch.
This moment, whether it is your first time or the 50th, is often one of the hottest moments of the entire experience with another man.
Own It
Then he reaches up and puts his hands on your shoulders and pushes you down onto your knees. Even though you are terrified (to do it? to fuck up? to admit to this lust finally?), you comply.
Down onto your knees. A position you have imagined for years and years. You, face to face with a cock. Finally. It begs you to take it, just sitting there, so near your lips.
As if you had done this a thousand times, you reach out and grab his shaft. The cock of this stranger whose name you don’t even know (nor care about). You bend it towards your mouth, open your lips, and… pull it…
Right.
Into.
Your.
Mouth.
You own dick pulsates crazily… and drools… as you begin this ritual you have practiced in your mind for so very long.
You instinctively know exactly what to do. He puts his hands on your head and you know precisely what this looks like after watching it on videos for so many years. Your cock nearly bursts from the image in your head. And the cock in your mouth. Your hunger finally being fed. Deliciously, wondrously fed.
Releasing The Beast Inside
Now that you are down there, dick in your mouth, you could stay there forever. Yet, you know… you know… the cum will be your ultimate reward for being a good boy on your knees. Maybe the man tells you what a good faggot you are. Maybe he calls you his bitch. Maybe he just shoves your face into his groin, his balls smashing against your chin.
And he cums.
Giant spurts of heat, deep down your throat at first, then on the roof of your mouth. And, being the good, good boy you are (the slut?), you swallow swallow swallow. All of it.
You have imagined that moment forever it seems and the reality surpassed the imagination by volumes.
You have unbidden tears in your eyes. Relief that the first time is finished. Deep shame at your behavior. Acknowledging the reality that this will not be your last time on your knees.
No. This will, most certainly, not be the last time on your knees.
I talk to a lot of straight-boy cocksuckers too, Miss Daphne! I tell them they’ve got a kink for cock, nothing more, though I’d rather if people were more comfortable with the idea of sexual orientation being a range rather than a binary, and that it’s okay to fall somewhere between the poles, even if just by a little bit!
Exactly… the whole Binary thing just complicates things, for sure. We *are* a spectrum of sexualities and genders… but society insists on cramming us onto the edges.
It’s so wonderful to have Mistress Friends who understand the fluidity of our Beings. You are a delight, sweet Ms. Rachel!
Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts, too. I *know* they are appreciated.
I think some men find penises attractive. They fantasize about sucking some random cock but have no interest in gay sex and this is ok. If only people would just let their fears go and do what feels right if given a chance.
Absolutely right, Ms. Cindy! Exactly! Stop the inner judging and just BE. Enjoy.
I love that we Mistresses all share the basic same philosophy of self-acceptance and self-love (hehe, so to speak 😉 ).
Thank you so much for sharing your awesome words!
Very well done Ms. Daphne. Even though this particular scenario is no longer a fantasy of mine, it is highly arousing. For me, though, the thing that would make it an ongoing fantasy for me, is to start out naked, at the end of Mistress’ leash, and have Her chose the male; then order me to provide for Her, and the other guests entertainment performing the very act You so realistically provided.i know You would love to watch. 😉
Oooo, I like that, kneel! And you know I would totally leash you up and drag you around to service my friends. And the delight I would gain from it?!? Wheee!
Thank you so much for sharing your fantasy. Feeds mine!
that was awesome, and you are right once you suck one you will always suck more. I have done 5 black guys at a party one time.
Oh, Melissa! You sound as slutty as me! laughing
Yes, cock sucking can totally be addictive!
I have cum to terms about cock sucking. I love the Dick yummy I some one shows me a nice dick under the right circumstances I am a cock sucker I don’t think of my self in a gay persona Gay men never hit on me at a gay bar. but on the beach when I am wearing women’s thong panties all types of men are sexually excited by me. Some of the men I have satisfied myself by giving them oral. some have looked at me on the beach from the wooded area behind the beach and satisfied themselves while I hungered for their flagpole I am not straight anymore I suppose I can’t seem to have a woman so I guess women have a sixth sense? and know I can’t satisfy them with my organ . I do appear socially as manly especially now in Florida with this environment but I noticed that a lot of places have restroom for all with single facilities inside
Hello Daphne,
Please believe me when I say there is nothing about a cock that turns me on. In fact when I first started calling phonesex lines, blowing her strapon was desired but bringing a man into the scenario was not okay, I didn’t want it.
It was Christine that showed me the light. Oh she respected my limit, it was me having a fantasy about Christine and that was just the way it went – that in the fantasy she had me suck off a gay friend. I told her about it, and we explored it some.
Anyway it kind of is one of my favorite fantasies now – though my favorite fantasies seem to change often. But I was listening to an audio by Hannah when it hit me – the idea of blowing guys for Mistress is hot to me because I like being used, and well, sucking cock for Mistress itself is not something that turns me on (eating her out, kissing her feet, etc. all has some sexual appeal to me but cock doesn’t) which means that while I am doing it, I am completely being used, and that’s the turn-on that makes it so hot.
It’s not just the submission to Mistress, that’s what I use to think it was. That’s part of it but what it really is that makes it hot, at least for me, is the concept of being sexually used for something where I get no erotic stimulation from the act itself.
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Anyway saw this blog post on Twitter, apparently I missed it when it was new, but that’s good because I had not yet had this revelation when this blog post was made.
Alice Wonder
I should add – one of the weirder (well, weird is relative) fantasies I have is that Mistress loans me out to another Mistress.
That other Mistress has me orally please one of her sissies as a reward for that sissies’ excellent service.
And of course once I have blown her, that means for the duration of the loan I have to do what as her sissy maid instructs.
nodding
So, does the Service to your Mistress follow a Chain of Command that goes down the line? In your mind, are you remaining faithful to your Mistress even as you serve (lowercase on purpose) the sissy?
What would your thoughts be as you followed the sissy’s orders? On your Mistress?
Of course the sissy would report to her Owner… and She would report to your Mistress… is that part of the thought process?
I am known for picking my clients’ brains, but, as always, feel free to not answer if you don’t want to! Right to privacy is always respected.
I look forward to hearing your thoughts if you do choose to share.
In the fantasy I’m not so much serving the sissy as serving the Mistress but the Sissy still has some authority.
Were the sissy to tell me to worship her feet or suck her cock then I would have to do it but if the Mistress hadn’t given her the okay then she would get in trouble. It’s mostly that the sissy gets to delegate the stuff Mistress wants done, so that for example if the Mistress wants the kitchen floor cleaned the sissy can choose to have me do that task.
The sissy is trusted by Mistress not to abuse her authority and have me do anything Mistress hasn’t approved, so when the sissy does give me an order I have to assume it is Mistress approved and to refuse it is to disobey Mistress.
And there very well may be days when the Mistress has told the Sissy that she has permission to use me.
Of course the sissy, being a submissive like myself and not being worried about me trying to take her place because I sucked her dick, would not feel a need to abuse that power or taunt it, that’s not her thing and I trust Mistress knew that before setting it up that way.
Alice,
I cannot tell you how wonderful it is to hear your progression from strap-on to service cock-sucking. Really, really cool that 1) you have evolved in that way (surely you know most never do) and 2) that you are actually aware of your evolution!
It’s an interesting distinction you make between submission and being used. I see them, not as distinctly different, but a razor-thin variation on the same theme.
So, tell me this: Do you see the “being sexually used” as a type of Service to your Mistress? Like cleaning the bathtub or washing the car?
And so your evolution is recent? How long was it from your beginning with the strap-on until you are in this place of being used to please your Mistress?
Awesome comment, dear Alice. Great thoughts to ponder.
It is different because cleaning the bathtub or washing the car isn’t the kind of scenario where a safe word is likely to be used, but anything sexual is a situation where a safeword can be used and to specifically not use one and allow myself to be used is a fantastically beautiful demonstration of love and devotion. At least to me.
Sucking cock ohhhohhh 4 me i started feminization taking herbals etc then was sun bathing semi nude beaches t backs i would wear a G String i would walk up to a guy with t back look at his bulge can i suck your cock. After being disappointed a few times ungrateful men etc i bought toys and stayed home
Oh TS & sissy captions and now Daphne makes me want to suck COCK !
Ms. Daphne, this post made me instantly hard, still as I write this. I am not gay and do not have emotional feelings towards men. But being on the smaller side (4 inches hard) I’ve always secretly wanted to be dominated by another man with a much larger cock. Having him see how much bigger he is than me, then taking control amd using his size to make himself the clear dominate one who doesn’t bother asking if I want to suck his cock, and eventually leading to him fucking me whenever he calls or wants to is something that makes me almost want to cum. It’s the surrender to his superiority that I cannot understand why I want it so much but it turns me on and makes me want to obey.
We really should have some calls to talk about these delicious thoughts! A comment space is too limited, for sure.
Call when you can!